Britney Spears reveals to be scared of her new freedom

Britney Spears is slowly retaking the reins of her own life, now that her father has been removed from the guardianship of her estate and the justice is moving towards a verdict in favor of the singer, regarding the whole case of guardianship. But she’s still fearful and scared about her newfound freedom.

By using her Instagram to share a photo of her already-assembled Christmas tree, Britney also shared her thoughts on her current status in life, with a hint of memories of what she’s had to go through so far, wishes for a different life and excitement for the future.

“I‘ll be honest and say that I’ve waited so long to be out of the situation I’m in… and now that it’s happened I’m scared to do anything because I’m afraid to make a mistake!!! For so many years I was always told that if I was successful at things, it could end…

And it never did!!! I worked so hard but now that it’s here and getting closer and closer to finishing I’m very happy but there are many things that scare me!!!

The paparazzi running through the trees and onto the road when I drive back home is creepy!!! And I have to go through a primary school…

Children are very important… But so am I!!!

I don’t like that they try to scare me like they do… It’s like they want me to do something crazy!!!

So like I said, I’m afraid of doing something wrong… So I won’t post so much anymore in a world where it’s our freedom to be free, it’s a shame!!!

I started experiencing this when I received my car keys for the first time four months ago and it’s been 13 years!!! I didn’t do anything to be treated the way I’ve been for the past 13 years!!!

I’m disgusted with the system and wish I lived in another country!!!

I’m celebrating Christmas much earlier this year…

why not??? I believe that any reason to find more happiness in life is a good idea… And it’s no secret what I’ve been through in the past… So I might have to do things a little different from now on!!!

God have mercy on my family’s souls if I ever grant an interview!!! In the meantime… I’m going to stay away from the industry that was everything I’ve ever known all my life…
C

That’s why this is a bit confusing for me!!! Anyway… God bless you all!!!”